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When you're bound by your own convictions, a discipline can be your addiction.
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What's your biggest regret?
I regret not pursuing psychiatric medicine when I had the chance. I regret not being able to become the man I wanted to be for my family. I regret that my health issues at the time kept me from becoming a Marine.
Those are all up their pretty high, but I'd have to say my biggest regret was the way I handled things with Alice (not her name, but I'm substituting for rhythm). We had so many near misses, going back almost eight years now. I had so many second chances, and I managed to foul them all up. I regret not being close enough to her now to be able to be there to take care of her when so much bullshit crashed down on her all at once.
Those are all up their pretty high, but I'd have to say my biggest regret was the way I handled things with Alice (not her name, but I'm substituting for rhythm). We had so many near misses, going back almost eight years now. I had so many second chances, and I managed to foul them all up. I regret not being close enough to her now to be able to be there to take care of her when so much bullshit crashed down on her all at once.
A green December fills the graveyard (with stats)
author=Arandomgamemaker
My joy is gone now. ._.
Sorry.
Look at it this way though: If you just submit a few more reviews, you'll slingshot past me like I'm standing still.
Post your Music
An old live recording of my band. I was performing with a case of laryngitis, which is always fun.
Lyrics
Lyrics
The one who likes to hurt you, you should know it isn't me,
but we have some things in common though, like our anatomy.
It's give and take inside my head, a battle for control.
The doctor is on holiday, and Hyde is on a roll.
Chorus -
The formula is failing, it cannot stop me now.
I cannot control this, I have no idea how.
I cannot remember which one existed first:
the man or the monster, I wonder which is worse?
The transformation takes hold of me, and I cannot resist.
I wish that it did not always have to come to this.
My body now become an instrument of pain,
and I wonder if its possible that I am just insane?
(The guitars came out muddy as hell in this part, our stage monitors were a big slush bucket dripping with nothing but bass and drums so we were all way off)
Chemicals should promise return to human form,
but somewhere and somehow I've heard it all before.
Which of these two forms is who I really am?
Does it make a difference if both of them are damned?
(Chorus)
Spoken Outro (I didn't have it written yet at the time of the show) -
I don't know where I am,
How did I get here?
Why can't I leave, what do you think I've done?
My arms are bound behind my back.
The walls are white, the straps are black.
You say you know me,
but we've never even met.
Its not my fault, I'm not in control.
The one you want, he looks just like me...
but he isn't me.
You have to believe.
but we have some things in common though, like our anatomy.
It's give and take inside my head, a battle for control.
The doctor is on holiday, and Hyde is on a roll.
Chorus -
The formula is failing, it cannot stop me now.
I cannot control this, I have no idea how.
I cannot remember which one existed first:
the man or the monster, I wonder which is worse?
The transformation takes hold of me, and I cannot resist.
I wish that it did not always have to come to this.
My body now become an instrument of pain,
and I wonder if its possible that I am just insane?
(The guitars came out muddy as hell in this part, our stage monitors were a big slush bucket dripping with nothing but bass and drums so we were all way off)
Chemicals should promise return to human form,
but somewhere and somehow I've heard it all before.
Which of these two forms is who I really am?
Does it make a difference if both of them are damned?
(Chorus)
Spoken Outro (I didn't have it written yet at the time of the show) -
I don't know where I am,
How did I get here?
Why can't I leave, what do you think I've done?
My arms are bound behind my back.
The walls are white, the straps are black.
You say you know me,
but we've never even met.
Its not my fault, I'm not in control.
The one you want, he looks just like me...
but he isn't me.
You have to believe.
A green December fills the graveyard (with stats)
What are you thinking about right now?
author=Max McGee
we're all just yelling in a big empty room full of deaf idiots. Clumsy-as-shit, that metaphor, but marginally apt, I think.
That sums up life in general, albeit in a Lydia Deetz-ian sort of way.
By the way, I don't know if it has been brought up before ( I don't feel like sifting at the moment) or if you even talk about it, but have you worked on anything I would recognize?
In any case, I applaud you for being able to support yourself in that way. In the past, the few paid writing positions I've had never worked out well, largely because I usually ended up sinking way more time and effort into them than I could reasonably expect to be reimbursed for, to the point that they actually ended up costing me money. Granted, this wasn't for games, just some magazine and newspaper stuff that I was more than happy to bury under nom de plumes and attempt to forget about.
Gatekeeper
The new font did it, thanks! I'll be trying this out a little later tonight.
Edited - To avoid double posting.
I experienced a couple of crashes that I PMed you about, but other than that I'm liking the game so far. It kind of feels like someone put the Persona Series in a blender with elements of the Matrix, which is meant to be taken as a compliment!
Also, Ganymede's faceset really creeps me out for some reason, with Sammy coming in a close second, but I'll get used to it.
Edited - To avoid double posting.
I experienced a couple of crashes that I PMed you about, but other than that I'm liking the game so far. It kind of feels like someone put the Persona Series in a blender with elements of the Matrix, which is meant to be taken as a compliment!
Also, Ganymede's faceset really creeps me out for some reason, with Sammy coming in a close second, but I'll get used to it.
Whatchu Workin' On? Tell us!
I'm trying to come up with a different character scale so I can make templates to use for a couple of 2k3 projects I am toying with starting up.
Edit - Geeze, I just noticed how much more work the female prototype needs. Ouch.
Edit - Geeze, I just noticed how much more work the female prototype needs. Ouch.
Gatekeeper
It might just be an idiot operator problem on my behalf, but I can't get the font to show up. I installed it, restarted my computer, brought the game up and still didn't have any visible text.
What are you thinking about right now?
Max - I had similar feelings about my old band and trying to find that third path. I was always happy with the way we all pushed each other, and we made a lot of great material (and some not so great, of course), but our reception was usually luke-warm at best.
I made some money playing shows, and I got to travel to a few neat places, but the band never took off, or got the attention, I thought it should. I had to realize I couldn't take it personally. What other people like/are interested in is not a set quantity.
If you're making anything, be it games, music, writing, and your main drive is to get people to approve of it, you're treading some shaky ground. I've learned to make what I want, and not really worry about how well it is received.
Feedback/constructive criticism is important in helping you grow/improve, so I'm not talking about ignoring people who try to point things out to help you, more like you just have to let it sort itself out when you don't get the attention you want. Also, I've had to learn to avoid the trap of feeling like my work doesn't get the attention it "deserves". We create things for ourselves, with our own time and effort. The audience owes us nothing. The burden is on the entertainer.
I made some money playing shows, and I got to travel to a few neat places, but the band never took off, or got the attention, I thought it should. I had to realize I couldn't take it personally. What other people like/are interested in is not a set quantity.
If you're making anything, be it games, music, writing, and your main drive is to get people to approve of it, you're treading some shaky ground. I've learned to make what I want, and not really worry about how well it is received.
Feedback/constructive criticism is important in helping you grow/improve, so I'm not talking about ignoring people who try to point things out to help you, more like you just have to let it sort itself out when you don't get the attention you want. Also, I've had to learn to avoid the trap of feeling like my work doesn't get the attention it "deserves". We create things for ourselves, with our own time and effort. The audience owes us nothing. The burden is on the entertainer.
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